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Sunday, May 08, 2005

whatever...

Humm de dum dum... well, internet is back up, technically, but now I'm technically limited to one hour on-line, so I haven't wanted to start a post only to not be able to finish it. Took the SAT today- liked it better than ACT, I don't know if I had more time or the shorter sections divided the test up so that I was more focused on speed for longer. *Shrugs.* Either way, I almost finished most of the sections, so I call that an accomplishment.
It is Carl's birthday today- a little scary- he is 22. We were discussing our upcoming ages last night, and, well, we all scared ourselves. Carl at 22 today, Jenny will be 20 this year, I will be 17, Elisha will be 15, and Renee will be 12! I'm discovering why birthdays are so scary for most of America. Ten more days of school left! That's a good and bad thing though, I don't think I'm ready to be a Senior. I know it is crazy, but honestly I'm scared of going to college. First, I don't know even what college I'm going to go to. Second, I have to find a job in the situation that I can't get a scholarship. Third, after I go to college and Elisha graduates my dad will be at an age to retire, and so my parents will move somewhere else, and sell the only house I remember growing up in. It is like selling a family member in my perspective. I know every creek in the kitchen floor, and every detail of the house.
Oh yeah Whit, I saw Finding Neverland, and I almost cried, which is big for me (I don't cry for very many things- it takes a lot to make me cry). Yeah, it was a good movie. Still haven't seen Hitchhiker's yet, I need to though. Still haven't seen National Treasure yet either, need to see that too. Mother's Day is tomorrow- I got my mom some Azaleas, or however you spell them, and I think she'll like them. Poll- what do you guys do for your moms on Mother's Day? We usually get up early and make pancakes for her. Hopefully I can do that again tomorrow.